Every day is the same.
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Get up in the morning, get ready, go to office, start the system, system is so slow it makes me feel that i am from stone age, work continuously till the lunch break at 2, lunch always in a hurry, get back to the seat, slog till eight in the evening, leave from office, walk a kilometre to catch the shared auto, get down from the auto, start walking towards the guest house, reach guest house at 9, dinner in ten min, leave for home, reach home and start the laptop, log in Facebook and then Refresh...Refresh...Refresh...till the time i tire and go to sleep.
Why this happened to me? I didnt want this kind of life. Then why me??
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Next day, all over again!!
I still remember the first day I came to Noida, hopeful that I will do my job for sometime here and then return back to Mumbai, where I actually belong, with family, with friends, LIFE!!
But then something happened, I entered the office of Tata Power. Thats it..nothing I could do rather than making my life like this.
What was it, the kind of job, the work culture, cool colleagues? - NO!
It was something else, I was given the feeling that I am Important
The feeling of importance drives the person to do many things beyond its capability and capacity. It will make you forget your family, personal life, interests, friends and a whole lot of things which are close to your heart. Everytime you think about yourself, a guilt hovers in your head constantly because you are important and that the work / department will suffer because of you.
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Tired of this feeling, this constant guilt is killing me. I dont want to be an important person in someone else's eyes than be in mine.
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Tired!!
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Get up in the morning, get ready, go to office, start the system, system is so slow it makes me feel that i am from stone age, work continuously till the lunch break at 2, lunch always in a hurry, get back to the seat, slog till eight in the evening, leave from office, walk a kilometre to catch the shared auto, get down from the auto, start walking towards the guest house, reach guest house at 9, dinner in ten min, leave for home, reach home and start the laptop, log in Facebook and then Refresh...Refresh...Refresh...till the time i tire and go to sleep.
Why this happened to me? I didnt want this kind of life. Then why me??
..
..
..
Next day, all over again!!
I still remember the first day I came to Noida, hopeful that I will do my job for sometime here and then return back to Mumbai, where I actually belong, with family, with friends, LIFE!!
But then something happened, I entered the office of Tata Power. Thats it..nothing I could do rather than making my life like this.
What was it, the kind of job, the work culture, cool colleagues? - NO!
It was something else, I was given the feeling that I am Important
The feeling of importance drives the person to do many things beyond its capability and capacity. It will make you forget your family, personal life, interests, friends and a whole lot of things which are close to your heart. Everytime you think about yourself, a guilt hovers in your head constantly because you are important and that the work / department will suffer because of you.
..
..
Tired of this feeling, this constant guilt is killing me. I dont want to be an important person in someone else's eyes than be in mine.
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Tired!!
